My Lyme Disease Story

Lyme Disease

Lyme Disease, huh? 

That’s one of the illnesses I have. You may be reading this because you have Lyme Disease or you think you might have Lyme Disease.

Lyme Disease can be difficult to diagnose but will affect every area of your life.

It’s utterly miserable. If you have Lyme or think you have it, then I am deeply sorry. I wish you weren’t going through this. I wish none of us had to deal with this pain. (I’d also love to join you in finding hope in this rough season!)

My Lyme Disease story is not uncommon.

I cannot recall a specific tick bite that spurred on all of these problems, however, growing up, my family went camping regularly and I was bitten by ticks. I never knew much about Lyme Disease. Now that I’m older and have learned more, I found out that a place my family would regularly camp produces a lot of Lyme Disease cases.

When putting the pieces together with my Lyme Literate Medical Doctor (LLMD), we have come to the conclusion that I likely contracted Lyme Disease and co-infections as a teenager.

High School

In high school, I struggled with fatigue, mood swings, rage, weight fluctuations, depression, suicidal thoughts, and problems with concentration. I began to act out in ways like never before. My grades began to slip a little and overall I had a harder time focusing in school. My driven personality ended up carrying me through to graduation and college, but it was not without a lot of anger and heartache. I didn’t know what was happening to me. I often felt like I couldn’t control myself. (For a lot of high school I was also on Clindamycin for acne, which I now know also treats Lyme!)


In college, I did everything in my power to have a good schedule and routine so that I’d be more stable than I was in high school. Even with my best intentions, I ended up being faced with crippling fatigue and Mono-like symptoms in my first semester (I now know that I had a past infection of Ebstein-Barr Virus so this was likely Mono). Later on in college, I struggled with insomnia, depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, poor concentration, mood swings, and an overall uneasy feeling. I would call my mom crying in the middle of the night when I couldn’t sleep and didn’t think I could handle finishing the semester.

The hardest thing was that I wasn’t lazy, but always felt like I couldn’t handle doing classes, work, Bible study activities, etc. like the rest of my friends. The summer before my final year of college, I went back on antibiotics for acne (antibiotics I now know also treat Lyme!) and a few months later ended up with a horrible C-Diff infection and reactive arthritis. Because of C-Diff, I had to go off of those antibiotics and treat that infection with something different. The pain in my body was still bad, and just a short time later I was back in a season of fatigue, depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, rage, mood swings, and poor concentration.


After graduating from college, I went off to China to teach English. The change of scenery and slower paced lifestyle was helpful for me. I did have pain, numbness, and tingling in my hands while I was there, but honestly brushed it off. Fatigue was another big issue and I felt achy a lot, but I wanted to enjoy the experience so I coped the best I could.

I came home from China for several months with intentions of working and going a different route with my career, but found myself in deep depression once again. I was still tired all the time and dealt with many of the same issues I had experienced while in college.

Because China had been a place of thriving and a place I felt God wanted me to be, I decided to return to my old teaching job abroad. Looking back, I don’t think I realized how sick I was already getting while in China. I know that I was tired a lot, but my students and friends have reminded me of how I was sick a lot while I was there.

Back Home to Work

Interestingly enough, the very day I moved back from China I was faced with TMJ issues for the first time. Over the next year and a half, I tried to work hard, but still found myself regularly overwhelmed and exhausted. I had this feeling that something was “off.” Periods of depression would come and go, but I always thought I was taking care of it with healthier eating, a better sleep schedule, and other productivity systems.

In February 2016, I went on a week-long trip to visit a friend who is a missionary in Cambodia. Cambodia was the tipping point for my health’s decline. While I was there, I got really sick. I either contracted a parasite, an amoeba, or even got a reinfection of Lyme or a co-infection (according to my LLMD, Babesia is common there). We had to miss a trip to an island and instead stay in a guest house in Sihanoukville while I battled with pain, headaches, fevers, chills, and digestive issues.

When I returned from Cambodia, I expected to recover after a couple weeks and be back to my “normal self.” Little did I know that I would never recover. I immediately went to my general practitioner as soon as I was back in the States for a checkup. She said that all was okay and I should start feeling better soon.

After a few more weeks of not feeling well, I went in for another appointment and this time requested blood work to be done. I had a list of things that I thought may be wrong. From Vitamin D deficiency, to iron deficiency, to Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis. Once the blood work was done, it turned out that everything I thought was wrong was actually wrong. So, we began treating with supplements for the deficiencies and waited on the thyroid.

In the meantime, my health began to get worse. I started making a list of symptoms and then did more research to see if I could figure out some possible causes for being so sick.

Lyme Disease Symptoms

My Symptoms

  1. Fatigue
  2. Insomnia – either unable to fall asleep or waking up around 2 or 3 a.m.
  3. TMJ
  4. Brain fog
  5. Memory loss
  6. Headaches
  7. Clumsiness
  8. Dizziness
  9. Tingling hands and feet – pain in hands
  10. Anxiety
  11. Panic attacks
  12. Depression
  13. Suicidal thoughts
  14. Mood swings
  15. Irritability
  16. Lack of concentration
  17. Inability to multi-task
  18. Crying very easily
  19. Light sensitivity
  20. Stuttering/problems with talking
  21. Rage
  22. Extremely painful periods
  23. Muscle weakness
  24. Muscle pain
  25. Joint pain
  26. Swollen joints
  27. Swollen lymph nodes
  28. Leg weakness to the point of not being able to stand or walk at times
  29. Tingling/numbness and then losing mobility of body
  30. Handwriting getting worse
  31. Dyslexia
  32. Vision issues – floaters, cloudiness, seeing flashing lights/stars when closing eyes
  33. Night sweats
  34. Pain in heart upon waking
  35. Bruising
  36. Rashes
  37. Worse effects from alcohol and caffeine
  38. Being too cold or too hot (usually too cold!)
  39. Weight fluctuations
  40. Hair loss
  41. Hearing buzzing sounds

While I had experienced stuttering here and there, after catching myself being tongue tied and unable to speak clearly in meetings, I started thinking more about what caused stuttering. It contributed to enough embarrassment that I felt it was a significant issue!

So, one day, as I sat in a work meeting after once again stuttering, I took out my phone and Googled, “What causes stuttering?”

The search result came up with Lyme Disease, but I brushed it off thinking I didn’t have that because I didn’t have the bulls eye rash typically associated with Lyme.

Then, about a week later, I was on Facebook and saw a post in my feed that was written by a friend of a friend. She had written about her journey with Lyme Disease. Upon reading her post, I realized that there was a good chance all of my symptoms actually pointed to Lyme Disease and co-infections.

So, I got serious with my general practitioner and asked her to run a Lyme test.

By that time I had researched Lyme Disease enough to know that the tests can be extremely inaccurate, so even if I got a negative result, I knew that I couldn’t rule it out. I knew that the best course of action would be to eventually find a Lyme Literate Medical Doctor.

When my test came back negative, I cried right there in my doctor’s office as she told me. I told her that I didn’t know what else it could be and just wanted to feel better. By that point, the illness had completely taken over my life.

She then went on to tell me that my symptoms were likely psychosomatic.

That sure made me feel good. Not.

She did prescribe me with Doxycycline upon my asking and told me she would prescribe it “if I thought it would make me feel better” as if it would just have a placebo effect.

I was also referred on to several other specialists for some of the various symptoms.

During the time period between that and actually getting help, my health continued to decline and I ended up in the emergency room.

Seeing a Lyme Literate Medical Doctor

I made an appointment with a Lyme Literate Medical Doctor (LLMD) for June 2016. It was at this doctor that I received a full evaluation. She reviewed my medical history, asked a lot of questions, and took blood to send off to labs.

From the testing and evaluation, I found out that I have or had (if it’s a past infection):

  1. Lyme Disease
  2. Bartonella
  3. Babesia
  4. Ebstein-Barr Virus
  5. Chlamydia Pneumoniae – it’s not what you think! It’s a type of bacteria that can infect the lungs.
  6. Mycoplasma Pneumoniae
  7. Food Intolerances to gluten, dairy, soy, eggs, and peanuts
  8. MTHFR Genetic Mutation
  9. Pyroluria chemical imbalance
  10. Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis (which, I already knew from past testing)

Journey to Healing

Once I knew all that was wrong, I was able to start treating. Lyme and co-infections were the biggest challenges, but knowing the other issues has been helpful for being able to use the right supplements that will work well with my body. I have been treating with a combination of antibiotics and herbals. The two approaches seem to work well together.

I have seen some improvement, especially in the areas of depression and anxiety, but I still have a long way to go.

It was a long journey to find out what was wrong and get a diagnosis, so it will be a long journey to healing as well.

It would be easy for me to look at my illnesses, with the chronic pain and other symptoms I am faced with each day, and be discouraged. However, in the darkest season of my life as my health completely declined this year, I was able to more tightly cling to the only place that offers true, abundant hope. God has never left my side through any of this.

My Lyme Disease journey is nowhere near over, but I look forward to continually pressing into the Lord as I walk through this season of life. It’s been a rough journey, but I have grown in significant ways as a result of this hardship.

I am thankful.

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5 thoughts on “My Lyme Disease Story

  1. Emily,
    Thank you for sharing your story! I am being tested for Lyme and waiting to see the results. After several doctors I finally found an LLMD who would actually do the proper testing :) I don’t WANT to have lyme, but I am longing for a diagnosis. I’ve spent countless hours researching and lyme would just make the most sense. I’ve had more than half the symptoms on your list. Last year I got mono and ever since then I haven’t been the same, even though I had some health issues before that, it had never been to this extent. What is SO weird to me, is that i can have a week of feeling lousy with fevers, and then all of a sudden I’ll feel better for a few days and think I’m normal. Then out of the blue, BAM, my symptoms are back. Do lyme symtoms come and go like this? It’s so weird and confusing.

    Thanks again for sharing your story. I love your blog! You are such a beautiful vibrant young woman. Keep fighting! You’re in my thoughts and prayers :)

  2. Emily I know first hand the frustration of repeatedly being told it is psychosomatic…to such an extent I stated believing it myself! It was only when I saw my psychiatrist that she suggested Lymes disease. At this stage I was suicidal due to the parasites and pain. It was later determined that I had also had ensephalitis (I think that is what it is called – brain infection) and although this had led to me attending an ER at which stage I couldn’t walk, was slipping in and out if consciousness and had heart pain, they dismissed all of my symptoms and wanted to refer me to a psych team!
    I have been on doxy as well as flucozonale and those combined with salt and vitamin c tablets I am nearly symptom free. Have a read in relation to the salt and vitamin c for Kymes not only is it I teresting, it is currently working for me.
    I wish you all the best in your pain and frustration filled journey and hope you find relief soon.

    1. Hi Karen! Thank you for sharing part of you story with me. Wow – it is so sad how doctors write off symptoms as being psychosomatic! It breaks my heart that there are many others like us who deal with the same things and yet get told over and over that it’s just in their head. Being told that really messes with a person because on days that are better, we might start to believe that we’re not really sick…but then when things get bad again we are reminded of how bad it really can be.

      It’s awesome that you’ve found a protocol that works for treatment! I have found a system that seems to be helping now, but it’s a long, slow process!

      Thanks so much!! I hope you continue to experience healing!

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